Cintaku terhalang ombak lautan 2

World,..

For a while I must hold my breath,..
to freeze my love to you,..
'cos a wave separated us,...

Fa,..
But i luv u much,.

Cintaku terhalang ombak lautan

World,..

Cintaku terhalang ombak lautan..
my love barred by a sea waves,...


Fa, i luv u much..

My survival homestay,..

World,..
...
Maybe ,..Iam born as a "nomaden",..always move and move..
from one town to another,...., alone without my luvely family..

its begun,..since I must take a study in solo,..60 km from my hometown,..
Than my college in semarang,..get a ob in jogja,..solo, Bandung, Cirebon, Subang, and now,..kalianda, south sumatra, lampung.
Maybe its my 13 rd homestay,..9 or in my tounge familiar with,.." kost",..' kost-kost an",..he..he
My company always give me a facility as an officer,..
with a furniture allowance,..free for rent a house,..for 2 years,..and Rp 4.5 juta, ( approxmte,.. 400 US $ ) ..for a furniture allowance...
..
but i must tactically ar tricky to use the right,..as an officer..he..he
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its a benefit for me,..
Its a company must paid my stress...!!!

A poem for my sweetheart., Fa

16 Oktober 2009

World,..
..
october 16 rd, 2009
My wife in so far away,..celebrate her b'day
May be she,..have no time to celebrate this momment,..caus a bussines as House holder, a non with 3 kids,.single parent,...!!
...
I want just make a little hapiness to my faithfull wife,..
I wanna say,..how much i luv her,..!!
..
luv u ,Mak..!!

Alone..

World,..
pliss look to the palm tree,..
its look so strong in the lonelines..!!
..
I hope so...of me..!

Morning Ritual

World,..
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This town is so small,..and silent..
A am lonely here,..no Fa,..my lovely wife,..
No my kiddies ,.here..
I feel so lonely,..its a life struggling..!!
........
some time in the morning,..i walk alone in a long of the beach
talk to the wave,..share my problem,..my lonely heart..!!
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like a fisherman kids who call their father,..through the sea wave to sent a message to their lovely father in the middle of sea,..catch a sea fish to continue their life..!!..guarant his life for his family..!!
..
so sad..!!!

Calianda Beach 5

PeAnk...!!!!!
he.he

Calianda Beach 4

Calianda Beach 3

Calianda Beach 2

Calianda Beach 1

World,..
forget it a transition stress,..he..he
Come on.., enjoy the exotic of the beaches,..that stretch out,..a long the island,..

Survival LIST

World,..
Here is my survival list..( in my transition..!! )
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1. Check Out Hotel
2. Get into Company Homestay.
3. Search " soccer club"..he..he.to be a member..!
4. encompletted survival equipment..
5. ....
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ah nasib ana kooooooost..!!!!

Overview Branch office Kalianda

World,..
My First day, in this office is , Saturday,Ot ,9'rd,2009
In morning briefingand pray,..Mr Hayatur Rizal, the chief, Branch Head,..Intreduce me.
Here, is mr Adhie,..the New officer..
Btw,..they are so shocked with my Employee number ( NPK ),..
My NPK is 1657,..its the oldest NPK here,..he..he
its showed about how long,..we get ob in this office..!!!
This NPK,..is equalize with 13 years old be an ASTRA employee..!!..eh..he
The oldest before,..in this office is 7xxx,..he..he
...
But they amazed,..why i am look so young,..than their imagination,..he..he
..
Oh ya,...my principle,...is
Old not about fisically only,..but some one ill be younger caused their "young" mind..111..he..he
...
Continued with overview meeting,..all section head
to make an "opening" and give a 'first stock" for my next ob..
This branch is ,..result of splitting process of big branch, T karang , lampung.
The account its ust 8500 account,..
wow,..for you know,..i am ussualy handle a branch with 2400 account,like subang...
....
but,..its No matter,..caused I am paid at a same salary,..ha..ha.ha
even,..this branch have a habbit to get a much incentive or Bonus..he..he..
...
No matter..!!

My Suborninate,..ussualy I have 30 employee,.now i must mange just 15 employee..he..he

The problem here is,..overflowed account,by principle outstanding,..essecially Overdue 60 account is a rime problem to solved,.this month..!!
a stuff overflowed account is nut just like ussualy,..!!!
caused Lebaran effect..!!.. Non Performance loan higher than before..
..
so simple...!!! he.he

Feel like ,Imam Samodera among the executors..

World,..
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Here is a first fiew,..in the morning from my hotel room..
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wow,..its so close with a sea,..!!!
its ust 200 M from the beach,..
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a small town,..so pale and dirty..

an issues that this area is threated by earthquacke that can make a Tzunami,..!!
an active vulcano in the sea,..Anak krakatau,..
...
but,..why I must go to the place..???
...
I am not to pick a sisaster like tzunami,..or the other..
but i must continue my life,..to full fill bread an butter for my family in java..
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When my sister sent me a message ,.
how are you brother..?..what do you feel in a new place ,.kalianda..??
....
I answer ..
My feel like Imam samodera,..who face a gladiator , a sniper who ready to shoot him,..in death execution..!! as suspected as a terorist..!!
..
so am I,..I send my self,..my fate in Allah,decisission,..!!
life or die is in God's hand..!!..
I just feel..its my jihad for my family..!!!!

First place in kalianda

World,
...
I've crossed sunda narrows,...at afternoon..
so dramatic shipping,..
and now,..a first place in Sumatr island is,..BAKAUHENI..!!
..
A Dark and a silent journey at a night,.
its too hard to tell all of you,..
a long trans sumatra way,..is like we come into a small village in java,.at eighties decade,..he..he..
a traditional lighting,..a humble and poor house,...
............
yah its Sumatra,..south sumatra..
...
first night,.in kalianda
I sleep in a little hotel named, kalianda Hotel
suite room,..Rp 117.000 ( convertion = 10 us $ ),.per night,.
...
so tired,.and i wanna layed down my body and soul,..he..he
..
so tired,..

A man from atlantis..

World,..
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when i cross the Selat Sunda ( sunda narrows ),..a small accassion that can make my heart is entertained is,..

see benneath at the sea,..!!!

A boy,..to struggle their life..to make something to eat,.with gather the coin of money,..that drop from a ship passanger..!!
..
woww, so dramatic..!!
a hearbreaking view..!!
..
Pliss dropp more coin,..gentleman,..!! They re speak loud,..from the surface of sea..
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Oh my gosh,..in the name of struggle to continue the life..!!

its remind me a eightys film,..on my television,.
A man from atlantic,..are you remember.???
..
or a story of,.." DENY MANUSIA IKAN..!!",..
But sure,..its not Deny Parmonangan Hutagaol,..ha..ha..ha..My batak friend..!!

When a man must cross the other island,..

World,..
Eurekaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..!! gain..!!

When a man must cross the other island

World,..
Eurekaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...!!!

out of java

World,.
however,.I must leave java..!!
Cross the sea,..to reach a new island..!!
SUMATRA..!!!!..
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To face my next fate..as an adventurer..!!
I leave my family again,..longer than before..!!
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huhh,..My heart is like tear up,..when my ship cross selat sunda..!!
Merak to Bakauheni,..
...
ust one question in my mind..
WHEN I CAN RETURN TO MY JAVA'S HOME AGAIN..!!!..HE.HE..
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No luv,..No cry..
( No money,..NO dooong..!!! he..he. )
.....
I ll be coming home babby..
wit for me ,..wait for me...!!

( eh by the way,..pliss look my picture,..i think i look like jason satham,..he..he the transporter...he..he )

zoom souveneer

World,..
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its a last souveneer for me,..
A sundanese puppet,..or WAYANG GOLEK,..Sunda people say...!!
Raden Gatotkaca,..a symbol of a dynamic and,powerfull figure..
and Mr Cekpot,...its a symbol og grassroot person,...like a clown,..or a jackpor..!!
a traditional joker..!!
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wuuuuf,..its like the dreams come true,..
its stuff,..its puppet is my target....!!..
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its ill be,..a collection of my personal museum,..he..he
..
thanks.

Good Bye.., Subang

World,..
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When we say a last word to go away,..
its so hard..
we must left a thousand of memory in Subang's office,..west java.
..
We together hand in hand reach a Hard target,..
a small offices intrique,..he..he..but its so nice to remember..!!
...
a loyal and support team,..that i' ve build..!!
more Than 12 months we spent together,....

a different trouble, and management problem we must solve..!!
how to reach a top of achievement,..
...
Management formation always changed and changed..
...
a basket of word never can represent of my feeling..
Now I wanna say Thank to :
Mr Jody,..a wise BM,..a taft but mellow personalize..
Miss Galih,..an exotic woman,..
Mr Deny Hutagaol,..you fair man,..!!! keep 'ur batak..!!!
Mrs Lidia Mutiara,..hay you,..an iron woman,..but your heart still ca be touched by love,..and tears...he..he
..
Wah so long,..if i continue to all my friend..!!!
Hey,..pak Ucup, Mbak iIe, Jemy, Ndas,.mang didi,..
My dept riri, dadan, dede kuswara,sony, Ryan,Andy,Indra,..
all my field,..rezha, eko, budi, pak dede so,park, erick,cici, dayat,.Pak baringin, Pak Herepa,..he..he..imam abee, sule, yusup etc
Pak dade, Puja, dadang, ade, neeeeezha,..arie, ipul,pak dedi, wenda, lina, dhemmy, tteh wulan,jovani,mara, cs bmr,..krew RI, Pak hadist , yuldan, Pak roy,..
majid,leni,..agung,ilham. ami, pocong,eki,aris,..
..............
ahhh, all of you friend..!!

Bond Girl,left..

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Everywhere,..James Bond llways bend a bond girl heaart..he..he
no..no,..
I llways have a friendship,..male or female..
Nezha,..my female freands,..

A girl who always look at my from her board border of our job area,..he..he
Pliss look a ring in her finger,..
with make a friendship with me,..she can make a decission to choose a lifemate,..
meanwhile,..a bad guy who not a gentlement hang her love,..for 7 years without a defination..!!!
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Neez,.take care ya..
..
Mang..!

stop press.

Bukan,..
Ini bukan Yoyo Padi..!!

Packing,.. all the way

World,..
I like a backpacker...who always replace and replace again,..
..
but for this destination, i just packing for a survival living..!!
a simple live..
An aquipment just to go office and survival only,..
no secondary equipment,...no a leisure
...
a soccer shoes,..is a madatory..!!!
he.he
simple live,.but not in JAVA..!!!! HA..HA..HA..
...
( MAYBE ITS A TORTURE FROM MY WEB NAME..???/..HA..HA..HA )

Rezha,my friend

World,..
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Here is one of my friend,..Moh Rezha Singgih.
we always call him,..Rezzha..!!!
a thick body,..cheerful face..but he have a strong in principle..
..
He is, my subbordinate in Job,..he a field employee..
but its no matter for us to make a tight friendships,..
esspecially,..in music,..
..
He a good and expresive guitar player,..
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Zha,..when we can sing a rock n roll 'gain..???
..
Rock neva die , Zha..

say good bye party

World,..
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There are many way to express a farewell party,..!!
like my office band group, ALCO band..
thats formulated from ; me as a manager, vocalist, addition guitar player
Mr Deddy, ( colleteral Dept) as a prime vocalist
Mr Rezha ( Collection Field, my Dept crew )as a rhytm guitar
Mr Eko ( Collection Field ) as a lead melody guitar
Mr Budee ( Collection field ) as bassist
Nr Arick ( Collection Field) as a drummer..
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we make a last training,..music jamm session,..
we sing together,..a song thats ussually we ve sung..!!
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Malam ini kusendiri,..
Tiada yg menemani,...
seperti malam malam, di kalianda..!!!
.....
( Munajat cinta, Ahmad Dhani )
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a pick guitar from my band mate,..Rezha..!!
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Zha,..i ll always miss u,..
all of u, Guys..!!!

DELAY.

World,..

Notice mail from my new BM,..
make me so feared,..
For you know,..as a geographically,..Sumatra Island is located an volcano belt spread out,..a long the island,..from atjeh to bakauheni..!1, North to the soth...!!!
its potentially to make a hard eartquake,..or a tzunami if the area located on edge of the sea,..like kalianda.
or a tzunami like thats demage atjeh,..an big chatastropic in the world, Dec 2005,..
...
Not in a long time ago,..Padang ,west Sumatra attacked by an earthquacke,.7,2 sr
its messed up,..padang town..!!!

Now, i must make a hard decissision..!!!
Take it or leave it,..!! thats all...
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I take it,..!!
About life or die,..its not human bussiness..he..he
its a devine bussiness..!!
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Inna shalati,..
Wanusukhi,..wamayahyaa wamamati,..
Lillahirabbil alamiiim..!!!

*its abott my submission to my Allah,..the Al mighty..!!

NOTICE

BEWARE OF NEXT EARTHQUACKE..THIS NIGHT ,ON KALIANDA
ITS PREDICT 8,2 SR...!!!


MR HAYATUR RIZAL
KALIANDA BRANCH HEAD

Subang ( west java) to kalianda ( Sumatra )

World,..

Its never cross in my imagine,..
I must take a job in Sumatra,..cross the java Island..!!
...
he..he..he leave my java..!!!!
..
Yeah,..its just CALIANDA..!!!...not CALIFORNIA..!!..Thats right,..???he..he
...
Ussually I am go to field in CALIDJATI,..subang,...now i must go to CALIANDA..!!
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CALIANDA,..WAIT FOR ME..!!!
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Lelaki kecil penantang hidup,..!!!..he..he
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Ya Allah,..My God,..Protect Me forever..!!!

SK ( Surat keputusan )

World,..

Love change..!!!!
Its my Company culture,..who designed by management..
With the " Mental Guidance",.too the management hide their interest,.
to success their goal,..like how to eliminate the old employee like me..
Employeye with number 1657,..its means its a beginner employee,..13 years devotion works,....
They make a condition,..like a centripetal mekanism,..rotate and rotate,..faster and faster..
survival for the fittest to standding...!!
...
Here we re,.the "chatstrophic"..he..he
the Decission letter to regulated my mutation,..
..
I must replace from Branch Subang,.to Branch Kalianda, Lampung Selatan..
..
Alamaaaaak..!!!

So chickens for mr JJU ,..my Arrea Head who not be gentleman..!!
He give me a special target,..and I ve fullfilled,..
But,..He broke the rule..

He never make a councelling with me too, about this mutation,..
...
as my concideration,..
its not tacticcally if I resigning now,..
cause,..My Bonus shared in end of the year,..ha..ha
..
Its Oktober,..he..e
..
its no problem,.I must take the challange,.as the adventurer of life..!!
..
I take it,,,!!!!!

Lebaran 4

World,..

I have no much money..
I have no own car..
But I have a beautifull family,..who love each other.
..
we like in a small heaven when i jump into mya home..!!
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Altough we always separated in long distance..
..
Here we re my family,..
Me, Fa my smart and faithfull wife,.
Nadira D'Mas Getare Sanubari,..The oldest
Bayana D'Mas Timoere Mentari,..The middle
Anissa D'Mas Amanae Gusti,.....The little

They 're my treasure..!!

Lebaran 3

World,..
In the holly mommnet lebaran,..
one program thats make the lebaran is meaningful is,.. a sport reunion..
A match of soccer,..when I still be a "young "player among my junior..ha.ha
but I still a primary striker...he..he
pliss look my stomach,..
so,..OK,..no fat here..Although iam a 39 years,..
..
one goal from me..
a chest controll,..and first time kick..!!!
,,
Bravo PUMA..!!!!..huhhh so sweat...but happy..

Sport photo captured by Iyas, my 7 old daughter,..who attend to soccer field to be a supporter for her luvely daddy,..he..he
Me..!

arus mudik

World,..
,,
A yearly problem in my country is a trafick jams caused ,.." arus mudik"..
yah,..its a "Go back home flow"....!!
The traffick is so so bussy,..
....
Its condition in semarang,..when I take a rest from my hard journey,,,
with motorcycle..!!

Lebaran Party 2

World,..
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Thera is the 3rd generation,..
Their smiles is a next hope of our family...!!
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Herry, selgi, Ditta, Bimma,Rama ,Ines, Iksan, ega, Aji, Arum,Imas, Iyas, Icha,..
and booogy..!!

what a cheerfull generation..he..he

Lebaran Party

World,..
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There are Most special meaning in "LEBARAN" momment..
Lebaran,from word "LEBAR" thats means,.." the end of season"..

yeah end of fasting month,..a hard month for us,..as amoslem..
We always go home town,..where my parent is living..
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All of my family who spread out in all over town,..go back home..!!!
..
Its our way to celebrate a momment,..in same way we want to show our love for our parent,..who ve make us grow and,..stand in my own way..!!!
,,
Happiness tears always drop from the old cheek of my Mother,..
so happy,..a deep happiness..!!!

Mudik adventore route

World,..
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Its maybe my "clossing" ceremony,..
to end,..a java adventure,..for years I must left my HomeTown , Solo
To be a ASTRA officer,..who always know about "love change habbit"..ha..ha..
replace and replace,..office again..he..he
....
I remember when,...I finish my High scholl in solo,..
after years,..and finish,...I make a"victory lap",..with go home with my bycycle,..more than
km...!!!
Ussually I take with Bus,.. hours..!!!..
...

Forget it the target,..we enjoy, a "MUDIK" ritual

World,..
...
Long time no see yeah,..
Yah,..a transition time about my job,..about my new domisili,..make me so bussy
so stress,..
OK,..I ll make a flashback story..
....
Oyah,..
the pressure of management so hard to me,..
But now I wanna enjoy a "islamic holiday",..with a society ritual,,,!!
MUDIK..!!! its mean whewn the urban,..in all over metropolis city back to their home town,..
The extremely way,..to take the long distance with a motorcycle..!!!wooi..
more than 700 km,..if they from Jakarta,...to solo,..or other town..
..
More than 500 be a pantura trafic victim in ,.."mudik" social adventure..

And Me,..too for this years..
I wanna feel the "adventure",..
..
and in the same time,..i wanna too take home mya one and only property,..thats i gets from my rebt company,..My Javana..!!!.. a sport honda motorcycle..
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feel a fantastic adventure,..Genttlemannn..!!!
Pliss look a pine apple,..or Nanas ,indonesian say,..
but sundnese say,..he..he GANAS...!!!..
..
Thats pin om in back of my motorcycle,..
Its just a symbol,..the "subang" adventure,..!!!

as u know,..subang is a pinapple produsen farming area..!!
Eurekaaa..!! he.he